Is it going to get better?

Yes, I'm still awake... I just finished taking a shower. I stayed longer inside than usual. The kids are all asleep and hubby's already in bed too. Hubby wants me to go out today so I cleaned the whole place, washed all the dishes and laundry so tomorrow as soon as I wake up, I'm ready to go. I've been inside the house for almost 2 weeks now so I think hubby is right. I'm getting crazy again:-) He wants me to go shopping with the kids but I don’t think I can drive going to Carson so I'm planning to just go to the park and/or to the Lake. I need to do something for my insanity. I'm not being nice to myself so I better listen to my husband before it's to late. It's to easy for me to get depress and staying inside the house will not help me. Anyway, I better go to sleep.

Mommy, having a hard time?!

I’ve been busy searching for birthday ideas including cake recipes for 2 weeks now. I still can’t find a yummy one. Hubby is right; I’ll just get anxiety for what I want to do for my kids’ birthday. I got upset today when I found out that the t-shirts that I ordered online is not good for transfers. I tried to call the company where I bought the t-shirts but I’m going to loose a lot of money plus I need to pay a re stocking fee. I don’t know what to do now. I am so excited about this party for my kids but goodness; it’s hard especially for someone like me that don’t know how to cook. I never tried to be a host until I get married. I know, I’m still learning but I don’t want to make a mistake and I want the best party for my kids. I already make a list for food that I need to cook, games, decorations, supplies, stuff for the goody bag but that I still don’t know what to do for the t-shirts. The design is ready to be print out. I should order another set of t-shirts but I already spent a lot of money to the t-shirts that I ordered. How I wish I can exchange it but I can’t. I should sleep now. Maybe tomorrow when I wake up I get a better idea.

Anyway, here’s the picture of my kids and me that I captured today from the web cam.