Ugly Attitude

My hubby went to store with my 3 yr old son to buy milk. They also bought flowers for me. I love flowers but to think that its expensive makes me upset. I yelled reminding my hubby not to buy me flowers. My son’s face is so sad and replied to me when I said that his daddy’s stupid…. “Daddy’s not stupid, I can’t believe you. I like the flowers”. It stops me from yelling. My hubby told me that my son picked the flowers for me and it’s my son’s idea to buy the flowers. I feel bad and guilty to what I did. I tried to talk to my son but then my hubby start cutting the steam of the flowers to make it short like the 3 flowers that my son accidentally cut. He put it in the flower vase on the table but it looks so ugly. I start yelling again asking them to throw the flowers in the garbage. I’m really upset. My hubby left and went to sleep that makes me think about my actions. I’m so stupid.

"Our attitudes control our lives. Attitudes are a secret power working twenty-four hours a day, for good or bad. It is of paramount importance that we know how to harness and control this great force"